ALICE SAID,STOP THINKING ALONE.YOU KNOW I WILL AlWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU !!!1

WELL I GUESS I REALLY HAVE TO PUT THIS ONE DOWN ON PAPER.THINGS THAT BOTHER YOU FOR YEARS,YOU KEEP IN SIDE.THE OLDER YOU GET ,THE MORE BALLS YOU GROW.EVERYONE HAS A DARK SIDE,WE ALL KEEP THAT HIDDEN.IT IS LIKE WRITING,SO MUCH WE WANT TO SAY BUT WE SAY WHAT PEOPLE LIKE TO HERE.MAYBE THAT IS WHY THE WORLD IS THE WAY IT IS? I GUESS WHEN WE DEAL WITH OUR FAULTS AND IMPERFECTIONS,WE ARE DEALING WITH THE BASIC ISSUES OF BEING A PERSON.WE CAN BECOME BITTER AND CYNICAL ABOUT THE IMPERFECTIONS OF OTHERS, OR WE CAN REALIZE EVERY PERSON IS INCOMPLETE BUT GROWING,JUST AS WE ARE.PERFECTION APPARENTLY IS NOT WHAT THIS LIFE IS ALL ABOUT AT ALL,SINCE PERFECTION IS NONEXISTENT.WE ARE LOVABLE,AND WE CAN LOVE IN THE PROCESS OF LIVING OUR LIVES..SINCE WE ARE NOT PERFECT,WE HAVE TO BE ACCOUNTABLE.SO WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE,IT IS TIME TO GIVE UP THE WORK AS I KNOW IT.CONSTRUCTION AND LABOR.TIME TO SEE WHAT THE WORLD IS REALLY ABOUT!SHE IS GOING TO TAKE ME TO HER WORLD.SHE SAID I WILL LOVE IT,REALLY FIT IN.I HAVE ALL WAYS BEEN HER SECOND MAD HATTER.WHAT THE HELL!!!! WITH THE PICTURE WE SHOW,SHE NEVER WANTS THAT FOR ME.GOD LOVE HER! SO FROM THE BOTH OF US WE WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW AND WHAT IS GOING ON.WE LOVE YOU ALL AND GODPEED!!!1

ALICE,IT IS SO GOOD YOUR HOME AGAIN !!!1

WE GROW IN THE DIRECTION OF THE CHOICES WE MAKE.THAT GROWTH DEPENDS AS MUCH ON HOW WE MAKE DECISIONS AS ON WHICH ONES WE MAKE.OFTEN IN THE PAST WE TRIED TO MODEL OURSELVES AFTER SOME ONE WE ADMIRED.OUR SELF-CONFIDENCE WAS POOR,SO WE DEPENDED ON OTHERS TO LET US KNOW IF OUR DECISIONS WERE CORRECTS,OR WE MODELED OUR DECISIONS ON HOW WE THOUGHT OTHERS WOULD DECIDE.NOW WE SEE THAT WE CAN NEVER BECOME EXACTLY LIKE SOMEONE ELSE AND WE NEED NOT TRY.TO EACH OF US,GOD GIVES A CREATIVE TASK AND A PROBLEM-TO TAKE OUR SPECIAL ABILITIES AND LIMITATIONS AND BECOME WHOLE PEOPLE.WE USE STANDARDS FOR OUR CHOICES BASED ON OUR BEST IDEAS OF RIGHT AND WRONG,OF WHAT FITS WITH OUR INNER FEELINGS,AND OF WHAT OUR GOD IS GUIDING US TOWARD.UNFINISHED AND IMPERFECT AS WE ARE,WE BECOME MORE PEACEFUL AS WE BECOME MORE FULLY OURSELVES.TODAY ALICE,MAY I BE TRUE TO MYSELF IN THE CHOICES I MAKE TODAY.I AM BECOMING THE MAN THAT I ADMIRE.TO ALL OUR BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS.HAVE A GREAT WEEK END AND GODSPEED !!!1