ALICE,HOW DO YOU KNOW WHEN TRYING WILL NEVER WORK?

IT HARD TO TELL BIG GUY,I KNOW YOU WERE TALKING IN YOUR SLEEP LAST NIGHT.WHAT YOU KEEP IN YOUR HEAD HAS TO COME OUT SOONER OR LATER.YES I KNOW THAT,BUT IT IS HARD WHEN ONLY ONE WANTS TO TALK!IT IS ABOUT ONEONTA,IS’NT IT.WELL LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY DREAM.I CAN’T REMEMBER IT ALL,BUT IT WAS SO WEIRD TO WAKE UP TO …THERE WAS A RED HEART AND A BLACK HEART TALKING TO EACH OTHER AND THE RED HEART WAS SAYING ALL SORTS OF BEAUTIFUL THINGS AND THE BLACK HEART JUST COULD NOT UNDERSTAND BECAUSE WHAT THE RED HEART WAS SAYING WAS SO AT ODDS WITH WHAT THE BLACK HEART WAS SAYING TO ITSELF…YOU KNOW ONE OF THOSE WEIRD DREAMS WHERE YOU’RE SEMI CONSCIOUS AND DECIPHERING AT THE SAME TIME.I DON’T NORMALLY HAVE SUCH WEIRD DREAMS.BUT IT’S TRUE THAT PEOPLE WHO HAVE LEARNED TO LOVE THEMSELVES COMPLETELY-EVEN THEIR DARK SIDES-CANNOT COMMUNICATE CLEARLY WITH PEOPLE WHO STILL NOT HAVE ACCEPTED THEIR TOTAL SELVES…IT WAS LIKE THE BLACK HEART HAD IT’S FINGERS IN IT’S EARS AND WAS SINGING,ANYTHING,SO AS NOT TO HEAR THE RED HEART’S MESSAGES OF LOVE…SCOTT,LIFE WILL BREAK YOU.NOBODY CAN PROTECT YOU FROM THAT,AND LIVING ALONE WON’T EITHER,FOR SOLITUDE WILL ALSO BREAK YOU WITH IT’S YEARNING.YOU HAVE TO LOVE,YOU HAVE TO FEEL.IT IS THE REASON YOU ARE HERE ON EARTH.YOU ARE HERE TO RISK YOUR HEART.YOU ARE HERE TO BE SWALLOWED UP.AND WHEN IT HAPPENS AND YOU ARE BROKEN,OR BETRAYED,OR LEFT,OR HURT,OR DEATH BRUSHES NEAR,LET YOURSELF SIT UP BY AN APPLE TREE AND LISTEN TO THE APPLES FALLING ALL AROUND YOU IN HEAPS,WASTING THEIR SWEETNESS.TELL YOURSELF YOU TASTED AS MANY AS YOU COULD.WOW!!! THANK YOU ALICE I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT.TO ALL OUR BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS,WE LOVE YOU,GODSPEED!!!1

ALICE SAID IF WE SIT AROUND THIS HOUSE ONE MORE HR.WE WILL BOTH BE LIKE THE HATTER.TIME TO GET WAY FOR THE WEEK END

THE WEATHER IS PERFECT,LOVE IN THE AIR ,BUT THERE ARE NO PERFECT DAYS.WE HAVE STRUGGLED HARD AGAINST THIS TRUTH.IN OUR DEMANDING WAYS,WE HAVEN’T WANTED LIFE TO BE A PROCESS;WE HAVE WANTED TO REACH A SECURE POINT OF ARRIVAL.WE HAVE STRUGGLED AGAINST THE DIALOGUE AND LEARNING PROCESS OF EXPERIENCE.WE’VE
LOOKED FOR A “FIX” AND FOR PERFECTION.EVEN NOW IN LOVE WE LONG TO “GET IT RIGHT”WE CONTINUE TO LEARN AND GROW, BUT THE LESSONS WE LEARN ARE NOT THE THINGS WE EXPECTED.SOMETIMES YOU CAN SEE A COUPLE,SO CLOSE TOGETHER THAT IT IS HARD TO DISTINGUISHED WHICH ONE IS WHICH.AND BITS OF THEM DISAPPEARED INTO A SPACE THAT FORMS BETWEEN,AND THIS SPACE IS IDENTIFY AS THE SECRET WORLD.I KNOW WE ALL WANT THAT SECRET WORLD.WE ALL BECOME MORE ACCEPTING OF LIFE AS A PROCESS WITH NO SHORTCUT TO THE TRUTH.WE LEARN TO ENGAGE IN THE PROCESS AND ACCEPT THAT THERE USUALLY IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG ANSWER AT THE END OF OUR SEARCH.ENJOY YOUR WEEK END,WE LOVE YOU.GODSPEED!!!1

IT IS EASY TO SIT BACK AND LOOK AT YOUR LIFE,BUT REMEMBER THEIR IS,MA’S QUE ESTO!!!1

IT IS A LOT LIKE BEING IN A CAR,YOU CAN’T SEE THE SKY OR CAN’T SEE THE ROAD UNDER NEATH YOU.ALL YOU CAN SEE IS STRAIGHT AHEAD.SIMPLY MEANS THAT THEIR IS SO MUCH MORE! OUR MATES AND CLOSE FRIENDS PRESENTS US WITH ANOTHER VIEW ON WHAT IT IS TO BE HUMAN.IN BEING CLOSE WE LOWER OUR BARRIERS AND GET A FEELING FOR WHAT LIFE IS LIKE FROM THAT PERSON’S PERSPECTIVE.WE DEVELOP A FEELING OF EMPATHY FOR HIM OR HER,AND WE MULTIPLY OUR LIFE EXPERIENCES BY PARTICIPATING WITH OTHERS.THROUGH OUR CLOSENESS TO SOMEONE,WE MIGHT BE CONFRONTED BY A NEW AWARENESS OF OURSELVES.WE MAY SEE SOMETHING ABOUT OURSELVES WE DON’T LIKE AND COULD NEVER SEEN ON OUR OWN.WE MAY SEE HOW SIMILAR WE ARE TO OUR FRIENDS,OR HOW DIFFERENT, OR HOW COMMON AND HUMAN OUR PROBLEMS ARE WHILE EACH MAN LIVES HIS OWN LIFE,THROUGH EMPATHY WE ARE GIVEN ANOTHER WINDOW ON THE EXPERIENCE OF LIVING.HAVING A FRIEND IS A RICH EXPERIENCE WHICH INCREASES OUR WISDOM ABOUT LIFE.BUT SOMETIMES WE FALL IN LOVE WITH THAT PERSON,AND WE JUST KNOW.IT COULD BE THE FIRST HR. OR 30 DAYS,BUT WE JUST KNOW WE WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF OUR LIFE WITH THAT PERSON .SHE WILL ALSO KNOW WHAT THAT TRUE FEELING IS.SOME HOW AT FIRST YOU WILL BOTH WANT TO RUN, BUT THEN BEFORE LONG YOU ARE RUNNING INTO EACH OTHER’S ARMS.JUST LOOK IN HER EYES,THERE YOU WILL FIND YOUR ANSWER,IN HER EYES.I FOUND MY JEANIE,YOU WILL FIND YOURS.IN MY LOVE,I FIND MY SECOND SELF.I FEEL SO GRATEFUL I AM NOT ALONE.WE LOVE YOU,HAVE A GREAT WK-END!!!1