ALICE,SAID IT WAS TIME TO TALK TO THE CAT!!! NOW!

SO THIS WEEK HAVING A LOT OF TIME OFF,DOWN THE HOLE I WENT.REALLY THE FIRST TIME WITHOUT ALICE.GOT A LOT OF FUNNY LOOKS,BUT THAT WAS MY FEELING.ABOUT A MILE ALONG THE PATH CAME THE VOICE,THEN THE SMILE.WELCOME BACK SCOTT,I SEE ALICE GAVE YOU MY MESSAGE.I HEARD YOU HAD A RUFF EIGHT DAYS.CAT,IF YOU ONLY KNEW.I THOUGHT I WAS LOSING EVERYTHING AND WASN’T HANDLING IT TO WELL.I GUESS WE ALL DO THAT,EVEN ME.MAYBE THAT IS WHY I GO IN AND OUT? RUMOR DOWN HERE IS THAT YOU FOUND A PLACE TO REST YOUR HEART.IS IT ABOUT TIME.WE CALL HER LITTLE ANGEL WOLF.SHE SOUND LIKE THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR.REMEMBER WHAT YOUR GOOD FRIEND -FLYING HAWK SAID. IF THE GREAT SPIRIT WANTED MEN TO STAY IN ONE PLACE HE WOULD MAKE THE WORLD STAND STILL;BUT HE MADE IT TO ALWAYS CHANGE,SO BIRDS AND ANIMALS CAN MOVE AND ALWAYS HAVE GREEN GRASS AND RIPE BERRIES’SUNLIGHT TO WORK AND PLAY, NIGHT TO SLEEP.THE AMERICAN INDIAN’S SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE TEACHES THAT GOD HAS A RHYTHM AND BENEVOLENT PURPOSE FOR THE EARTH.HOW WE RELATE,ONLY TIME WILL TELL.TAKE CARE OF HER AND SHE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU!! GOT TO GO, YOU KNOW ME.BY……………GOD BLESS ALL MY GREAT FRIENDS,HAVE A SUPER WK-END GODSPPEED!!!1 ALICE WILL BE BACK NEXT WK-END.LATER…….

I TRIEDED TO TELL YOU,BUT YOU LOOKED SO HAPPY IN SUCH A LONG TIME.DON’T YOU EVER CHANGE,THE WORLD HAS!!!

LIKE I SAID, I NEED A SIGN, I NEED TO CALL ON ALL ANGELS.I NEED A SIGH TO KNOW YOU ARE REALLY HEAR. CALLING ON YOUR ANGELS.I KNOW ONE THING,I WILL NEVER GIVE UP.YOU DON’T HAVE TO ,EVERYONE NEEDS A BREAK.WE ARE ALL HUMAN.I JUST WONDER HOW I COULD BE SO WRONG ON SO MANY THINGS AT ONCE.LOVE, WORK ,PEOPLE IN GENERALLY!!!.WELL LET ME START AGAIN,INSTEAD OF MY ASS UP IN THE AIR.THERE ARE MANY WAYS WE BENEFIT FROM A LIFE CRISIS.PERHAPS NONE OF US COULD ACHIEVE TRUE ADULT MATURITY- OR A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD-WITHOUT HAVING THE FOUNDATIONS OF OUR LIVES SHAKEN.OUR LIFESTYLES WERE EXTREME, THE CONSEQUENCES WERE EXTREME, AND OUR SURRENDER HAD TO BE ABSOLUTE.MOST OF US ARE SURPRISED BY HOW OUR WEAKNESSES CAN TURN TO STRENGTHS.WELL SCOTT,WHEN WE ARE REDUCED TO OUR LAST EXTREME,THERE IS NO FURTHER EVASION.THE CHOICE IS A TERRIBLE ONE. IT IS MADE IN THE HEART OF DARKNESS…WHEN WE WHO HAVE BEEN DESTROYED AND SEEM TO BE IN HELL MIRACULOUSLY CHOOSE TO GET OUT AND RUN.!!!! I LOVE YOU GIRL,SOMETIME YOUR THE TEACHER AND I AM THE STUDENT.JUST REMEMBER JUST FOR A LITTLE TIME.GOD LOVE ALL OUR FRIENDS,EVEN WITH OUR UPS AND DOWNS,HAVE A SUPER WEEKEND,GODSPEED !!!1

ALICE SAID YOU BETTER GET READY TO GO SEE YOUR LOVE IN ONEONTA.FUNNY,A WORD YOU CAN’T EVEN SAY!!!

ALICE IS AVERY SPECIAL PERSON TO ME.IN THE MINDS OF OTHERS SHE IS ONLY A STORY.BUT REALLY IS SHE,YOU DECIDE!!! ARE TALKS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND UPLIFTING.SHE ONCE TOLD ME SOMETHING ABOUT WHAT ABSOLEM SAID ABOUT PEOPLE IN OUR WORLD FACE.IF SINCE CHILDHOOD YOU HAVE WANTED TO CHANGE THE WORLD AND NOT STOPPED BELIEVING…IF YOU HAVE AN OUT-OF-ORDINARY SENSITIVITY…IF YOU FROM THE BEGINNING HAVE FELT A SENSE OF NOT BELONGING TO THIS WORLD.IF YOU HAVE OVERCOME DIFFICULT TRAILS IN YOUR LIFE…IF YOU THINK THAT DESPITE EVERYTHING,LIFE SHOULD BE LIVED WITH JOY…IF WHILE ALWAYS TRYING TO GIVE MEANING TO YOUR SUFFERING YOU BELIEVE THAT THERE MUST BE A WAY TO STOP SUFFERING..IF THE SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH IS YOUR GREATEST PASSION.IF YOU FEEL YOU WERE BORN FOR A GREATER PURPOSE AND WOULD LIKE TO EXPRESS IT.YOU ARE PROBABLY A HUMAN ANGEL AND YOU ARE JUST TRING TO REMEMBER.IT IS LIKE ME SCOTT,I AM YOUR BEST FRIEND OR I JUST MIGHT BE A COOL STORY.THAT IS FOR YOU TO DECIDE.BUT I KNOW NOW IT TIME TO OPEN YOUR HEART AND UNFOLD YOUR WINGS!!WOW ALICE,EITHER WAY I SURE NEED YOU,AND I NEED YOU BIG GUY. WELL TIME FOR THAT TRIP,YOUR LADY IS WAITING.GO AND GO WITH GODSPEED.I WILL SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK,LATER!!!1

alice said what hell,at 60 you just started to live big boy.go for what your heart says,it is your turn.

THIS TIME ALICE AND I HAD A REAL HEART TO HEART TALK WITH HER DOING ALL THE TALKING,WOMEN!!.SHE SAID,YOU HIDE BEHIND YOUR WALLS OF ‘MAYBE NEVERS’ FORGETTING THAT THERE’S SOMETHING MORE,THAN JUST KNOWING BETTER.YOUR MISTAKES DO NOT DEFINE YOU NOW,THEY TELL YOU WHO YOU ARE NOT.YOU HAVE TO LIVE YOUR LIFE YOU ARE GIVEN,LIKE IT IS THE ONLY ONE YOU’VE GOT.MEMORIES HAVE LEFT YOU BROKEN AND SCARS HAVE NEVER HEALED. THE EMPTINESS IS YOU IS GROWING WITH SO LEFT TO FEEL.YOU’RE SCARED TO LOOK BACK ON DAYS BEFORE.YOU ARE TO TIRED TO MOVE ON AND NOW YOU THINK THAT YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE THAT DOESN’T HAVE TO TRY AND YOU WON’T HAVE TO FEEL.IF YOU’RE AFRAID TO FLY THEN I GUESS YOU NEVER WILL!!! GOD ALICE I LOVE YOU.WHERE DID THIS COME FROM,IT HAD TO BE YOUR HEART.GOOD FOR YOU GIRL.WELL I WILL SAY IT THIS TIME.TO ALL OUR SUPER FRIENDS,HAVE A SUPER WEEK END AND GODSPEED!!!1

alice said you scott have made me learn about all the good things in life and to never give up on love.it is out there and you will find it.god will never let you down!!!

alice,honesty and learning how to resolve difficulties provide a solid foundation for durable.the love of real intimacy,comes when we know the person.love is a funny thing,you have to work at it every day,hr by hr.you have to talk to your love,hold your love,and tell her you love her every day.well my friends,alice and i love you all.have a super week end.godspeed!!!1