ALICE JUST BACK HOME WITH TEARS IN HER EYES.

AT THREE IN THE MORNING,YOU HERE YOUR BEST FRIEND TRYING TO HOLD BACK TEARS YOU HAVE TO ASK WHY.SHE SAID SHE COULDN’T SLEEP SO SHE HAD TO GO SEE ABSOLEM.SHE HEARD STORIES ABOUT A GIRL THAT WAS ONLY 17 YEARS OLD NAMED REHTACH PARSONS.I ASKED WHO IS THIS GIRL.ALICE SAID SHE WAS FROM CANADA, STUDENT,LIGHT-HEARTED GIRL AND DEDICATED.2011 SHE WAS DEVASTATED BY A BRUTAL GANG RAPE AND SUBSEQUENT ONLINE BULLYING.THIS THURDAY SHE JUST COULDN’T TAKE  IT ANYMORE SO SHE TOOK HER OWN LIFE.HER FRIENDS TURNED AGAINST HER,PEOPLE HARASSED HER,BOYS SHE DIDN’T KNOW HER STARTED TEXING HER.IT JUST NEVER STOPPED.MY GOD, I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY,MY TEARS STARTED TO FLOW,MY HEART ALMOST STOPPED.MY GOD,SHE WAS YOUR YOUR AGE.WHAT IS GOING ON WITH WORLD,WHY DO WE WANT TO CAUSE SO MUCH PAIN TO EVERYBODY.ALL I COULD SAY TO ALICE WAS THAT ,AS HUMANS,ALL OF US REQUIRE SPACE,OR FREEDOM, TO BE WHO WE ARE.WE AS KIDS WANT TO BE ACCEPTED AS WE ARE.WE DON’T WANT PEOPLE GIVING US THE MESSAGE, EVEN SUBTLY, THAT WE MUST CHANGE IN ORDER TO BE  “IN”….I SAID GOD’S LOVE FOR REHTAEH AND ALL OF US IS PERFECT.BELIEVE AND RECEIVE GOD’S YOKE OF LOVE.REMEMBER THAT GOD INTENDS TO LOVE US.HE HAS TO LOVE US—HE IS LOVE!!!!!                                         REHTAEH MY LOVE   R.I.P ,YOU ARE HOME NOW,IN THE ARMS OF YOUR  FATHER.YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN GIRL.GODSPEED!!!     FIRST JOHN  4:16………

ALICE SAID IT WAS TIME TO MEET THE PEOPLE THAT LIVE IN YOUR WORLD!!!

SO OFF WE WENT,WHERE EVER THE TRUCK TOOK US.AMAZING, THE FIRST PERSON WAS A MAN I SAW ALMOST EVERY DAY ,WALKING THE STREETS PICKING UP CANS.GOOD DAYS, RAINY DAYS,HOT DAYS,WHAT EVER IT TOOK HE WAS THERE,DOING HIS THING.IF IT WAS RAINING HE HAD A BOX OVER HIS HEAD.HOT,HIS SHIRT OFF ECT. BUT I SAW HOW HE WALKED, FEET TURNED IN,LIKE HE WAS ALWAYS IN PAIN.BUT LIKE I SAID, NEVER PAID MUCH THOUGHT.JUST  A  GUY DOWN ON HIS LUCK.ALICE SAID WE HAVE TO STOP AND ASK HIM  SOME QUESTIONS.I WAS AGAINST THAT,NO SHE SAID,DO IT.FIRST WAS WHO ARE YOU,HE SAID WAYNE WHEELER.ALICE THEN ASKED ABOUT HIS WALK.HE SAID HE HAD CEREBRAL PALSY AS A KID.WOW! IT BLEW ME AWAY,I ALREADY THOUGHT I HAD THE ANSWER.I WAS SO WRONG!!!!ALL I COULD THINK OF HOW THE UNITY OF THE BODY AND SPIRIT BECOMES MORE REAL FOR US AS WE LEARN TO LISTEN TO MESSAGES OUR BODIES GIVE.THESE ARE NOT MORAL PROBLEMS BUT PROBLEMS THAT GO WITH BEING HUMAN.AS WE NOTICE OUR PHYSICAL SELVES TODAY,WE PERHAPS FEEL A TENSION IN A MUSCLE OR A SENSATION SOMEWHERE THAT CAN SPEAK TO US ABOUT OUR DEEPER FEELINGS.I WONDERED WHAT HIS BODY WAS SAYING?I HAD TO TELL ALICE WHAT I WAS THINKING.SHE SAID YOU KNOW,OFTEN THE WISDOM OF THE BODY CLARIFIES THE DESPAIR OF THE SPIRIT.I THOUGHT BEING MORE OPEN TO THE MESSAGES STRENGTHENS US  FOR OUR TASKS AND DEEPENS OUR SPIRITUAL SELF-AWARENESS.I THINK IT’S TIME TO LISTEN TO THE WISDOM OF MY OWN BODY.I’AM SO GLAD TO CALL WAYNE MY FRIEND NOW!!EACH DAY CHANGES MY LIFE SOMEWAY.I THINK WHAT HURT ME THE MOST,JUST FOR THE HELL IT I SHOWED HIS PICTURE AROUND TOWN. TO THE COPS, THE STORE OWNERS, KIDS WITH NOTHING TO DO. NOT MANY PEOPLE KNEW HIM.BUT THEN AGAIN, HE HAS ONLY LIVED IN THE TOWN  30 YEARS, SAD!!!!!!! WE HAVE TURNED INTO PEOPLE WHO HAVE TUNNEL VISION,AND JUST WATCH OUT FOR OURSELVES.GOD HELP US ALL,WE SURE CAN USE IT.WE ARE SO FAR AWAY FROM KNOWING WHERE WE ARE GOING. GODSPEED.CAN’T WAIT TO MEET OUR NEXT FRIEND.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ALICE SAYS LATER!

ALICE AND I WERE BOTH WRONG.OUR FRIENDSHIPS IS TO PRECIOUS TO WALK AWAY AT THIS TIME!!!

WE TALKED LAST NIGHT,THE COMFORT OF A TRUE FRIEND IN A TIME OF TROUBLE,THE STRENGTH WE SENSE IN BEING WITH SOMEONE WHO TRULY KNOWS US,BETTER THAN WE EVER THOUGHT WE NEW WHO WE THOUGHT WE  WERE.THE AFFIRMATION OF LIFE THAT COMES WITH ENDURING FRIENDSHIPS—NO OTHER EXPERIENCE IS LIKE THAT. WE BOTH ALMOST AT THE SAME TIME SAID THE SAME THING.TRUE,I MEAN,TRUE FRIENDSHIP HAPPENS WHEN WE LOWER OUR GUARD AND LET OUR FEELINGS SHOW.IT HAPPENS ONLY WHEN WE LISTEN WITHOUT JUDGMENT.IT ACCUMULATES OVER TIME IN MANY LITTLE EXPERIENCES WITH SOMEONE.THERE IS ALWAYS FRIENDSHIP IN RETURNING TO SOMEONE WHEN WE FEEL OFFENDED OR HURT SO THE RELATIONSHIP CAN BE REPAIRED—AND IN RETURNING TO HIM OR HER  WHEN WE HAVE BEEN THE OFFENDER.SOMETIMES FRIENDSHIP MEANS HUMILITY, OR ACCEPTING OUR WORTHINESS TO BE FORGIVEN.THE DEVELOPMENT AND DEEPENING OF OUR FRIENDSHIPS,WITH OTHER MEN,WOMEN,AND WITH OURSELVES MUST START,AND NOW!!!JUST LOOK AT TODAY’S WORLD.TIME IS RUNNING OUT.PEOPLE MAKE THIS BEAUTIFUL WORLD,  AND THIS WORLD IS VERY BROKEN!!! WE OWE OUR KIDS AT LEAST THAT MUCH.ALICE SAID HONESTY IS STRONGER MEDICINE THAN SYMPATHY,WHICH MAY CONSOLE BUT OFTEN CONCEALS.SO TODAY,LET START.I WILL TAKE YOUR HAND ,ALICE WILL TAKE MY HAND,AND WE WILL SAY WHAT WE SEE  AND HEAR.PEOPLE’S’ TRUE HONESTY FROM THE HEART.I KNOW AS A FACT, WHEN YOU ARE ON THE FLOOR YOU CAN’T FALL VERY FAR.LETS EVERYONE HAVE A FANTASTIC  WEEK, AND GODSPEED!!!!